C'est la vie

Sometimes, feels meaningless being mankind in this world...
Surrounded by sadness,sorrow,pressure,helpless,loneliness,busy works...
It can't counteract by happiness...which is only tiny,little...and not long-lasting...
Most important...it needs to be re-boost.
Is this called...Pessimistic??
I am wondering, was I always an optimist before?
Hahaha...Always motivate myself,always looked strong and yet I can face problem ALONE.
I doubt.
Start feeling knowing nothing about myself.
Funny, isn't it?
Well....
No matter how...Life still goes on...and...I still move on...
Not to the extend...killing myself.

I am alone. But am I lonely?
I wish to be loved. But am I ready to love?
I wish to share. But why I keep silent and being cold?
Losing faith on myself in relationship. I can't be a good partner.
At least...for now...I know I can't.
But...I still wish to meet the right person...in coming future.

There is no guardian angel can be your side forever.
Time will fade things little by little.
Happiness will gone bit by bit, as well.
Love should not be selfish and one-way.
Once you can't repay for it...just, let go.

Now...I am tired.
After long hours work.
But,yet...I am still blogging here.
Even in English that I never tried.
Releasing bad feeling here...Refreshing for a better tomorrow.
I am still motivated for the challenges after all.
Because...

This is life!
C'est la vie...